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Friday, June 26, 2009
Friday
June 26th, at 2:56pm
i havent been updating my blog for ages and i feel so guilty about tt. if only my life was so gawd damn interesting like going on holidays, travelling and exploring new places, getting married or even getting a virus. no. i do not want to get a virus. any virus for that matter. but it doesnt stop me from thinking how more interesting life will be if i had that much drama. i dont like being all dramatic and things like tt but i do like to induldge in drama tt surrounds me.
marriages. one of my friend's getting engaged. and he's only 22. another collegue, though not close, is getting married tomorrow. and a popular shopblogger just got married. she's only 20. like how much more drama can this get.
Anyway my pay sucks. transportation is crazily ex. i feel kinda odd here. i wanna be saved.
price charming.. come and get me.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Friday
February 22nd, at 11:19pm
I am officially obsessed with online shopping. Spent $100+ within 3 days and hooked on the 15odd and counting shopping blogs every day.
Someone help me now before i go broke, again!!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Sunday
February 17th, at 2:01am
If you witnessed a friend or relative committing adultery, would you do something to stop it? Would you confront him/her, tell their partners about the 'affair', or not get yourself involved in other people's personal life...?
Its so difficult, because you know the innocent party has no clue, or just assuming, about their other half seeing another someone, that you know their hearts will be broken and they'd be devastated. Yet at the same time, its their life to lead and a gesture to 'help' or get involved in that mater may complicate things and make things even more messy than it already is.
So hard to keep it in... Images of them holding hand and laughing away, while betraying the ones that love them so dearly, is just disturbing. The urge to tell is so great, sooooo great, because the thought of cheating boils my blood. But, i will refrain, and pray for you that God will be kind to you and let you know the truth in the most painless way. You've been kind to me and i know you will get what you deserve.
As for the other you, shame on you. You dont know what you've got, and i hope it wont be too late for you to realise that. I hate disloyalty and unfaithfulness. If i could help, i would. But i know i cant. So, all the best, i know God has plans for those guilty. I certainly hope that my eyes were playing tricks on me........
But i know it was you whom i saw.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Sunday
January 6th, at 1:44am
2008 didnt exactly start out as planned. totally crapped up. but you know what... i'll change it all. i will.
btw, its one week late late, but happy new year to all..!! and i cant waittt to get all my grojects over and done with.
just this january...
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Thursday
December 20th, at 12:46am
today was s10 mini gathering. not everyone was there but the turn up was better than expected. anyway went for dinner and headed to o bar to "club". oh gawdddd.... i'll NEVER walk there from raffles place ever again!!! freakking killed my legs and made me sweat like a duck even before i reached. and i've never really gone to an indian club before. before today(not that i knew there were THAT many indians in the first place). but it was fun cause there's lots of drama. haha. all thanks to two drama queensssss, FARNA NANA & DASHH. no more drinks for you both i swear. but they made the night more interesting, so, oh well, maybe lets do it again someday. and to add to the drama, i almost lost my laptop at the bar.. thank gawddd it was found.. and thanks mom for that phone call that you made to nag at me to keep an eye on my laptop, cause at that time i've had already left it at the bar, so thanks for your reminder. i really think i should listen to you more often.
ahh, im all tired now. just hope to receive a phone call before i flop onto the bed.
dead beat.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Monday
December 17th, at 10:18am
sat was greattt. met up with the good old friends since way back. definitely missed those times we used to hang out. felt absolutely great seeing you guys once again. the boy left for bangkok with some other friends this morning, and will only be back on fri.
bangkok = more presents. thanks! if he ever get to read this.
so i got tonnes of projects to do over the hols. what a mood spoiler. to think that christmas is just around the corner and its the season to be jolly. not for me. got projects to rush, and im wayyy behind time. ugh. i need disclipline. i NEED to focus!!
oh! but i get to have my own room finally! yays. after 19 years of my life. now gotta think of how to decorate it, which colour to paint the walls and yadda yadda. so exciting. haha.
oh well, we'll see.
Friday, November 30, 2007
Friday
November 30th, at 1:24am
i cant stand the fact that everytime i log onto livejournal, everything's all in chinese. anyway, i know its almost as if this livejournal of mine is non-existent, but its just to difficult for me to keep on blogging about my life when there's nothing really much to blog about, plus the fact that i've hardly got anytime.
just for the sake of typing sth down, met up with old friends recently.. alvin, eugene and jude. gawd havent i seen them for a long time. really missed those days. really. cant believe i've drifted away from all my good friends from sec sch.. now i find myself emo'ing at one corner blasting, well, emo music. k maybe not. but yes yes, i miss all of you.. including all those tpjc peeps. so.... i'll definitely make it up to all of you. CHRISTMASSSS that is. lets all meet up okay to celebrate this festive season. all those who are reading this.. i'll try to make up on all the lost times. you'll see =)
for now, im still waiting for the boy to call. yeah we're still alive and kicking to all my long-time-no-see friends. need to wake up at 7 tmr for some field trip shits. oh wells.. drained and tired but i do hope that phone rings soon..
*yawnnn...*
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Saturday
October 6th, at 9:21pm
from jude:
write ten things people dont know about you
then tag 3 other people and see what you dont know about them
jude, im doing this cause you asked me to.
i am so darn nice to you.
1. I had re-construction to my vampire teeth and im proud of it now
2. I really did consider doing botox to my face to make it less chubby
(but then it doesnt mean im really gonna do it.... maybe..)
3. I wish i could be smarter, honestly
4. Just a few days back i only had $1 in my bank account
5. Thus, im in desperate need of money
6. Like jude, i really wish, too, that i have a real bestfriend.
7. I have a birthmark on my ass
8. I want bigger boobs
9. I do not like my freckles
10. I'll shit if i take milo and puke if i drink milk
I tag fana, serene, rachel
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Saturday
August 25th, at 2:50am
And so, today's paper didnt go as well as expected. Crap. I've got this bad feeling it'll be the same for the rest of the papers. No this can't be it.. C'mon cheryl... Damn it.
Not as much motivation as I'd like.
Anyway, I can't wait for exams to be over. Gonna start experimenting with my hair. Hopefully nothing drastic. And i can't wait to go out and shopppppp. Oh gawwd. Havent done that in i think what seems ages. Probably do some catching up tooo. I need that. Oh oh, and maybe, just maybe, dad's finally gonna let me take his car for a spin. Me, the driver this time. *fingers crossed, everyone*
As for whats going on with the boy, well, its great.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Thursday
August 23rd, at 8:48pm
Alright, and so exams officially start.. TMR. Needed some avenues to relief myself from stress, or whatever stress there is. In fact, there isnt much of a need for stress cause i didnt even give myself much, or any for that matter. I think there's something going on in me that just cant seem to start.. But whatever it is, its too late now. Hopefully i can cram whatever i can into that grey matter and pray to the Lord that somehow or another it can be put into good use. For now, all i can think of is the unfinished business of accounting. Stupid accounting. I do not like you a single bit.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Saturday
August 18th, at 11:52pm
I think i need inspiration or motivation. Just anything to get me started on work. Exams are just next week and the studying hasnt been going well. Slacking, as usual. Wanted to study in sch today, ended up meeting this wierd man who talked to me about the '7 highly effective people' book. Well thats his diversion actually. He's more like a stalker. A wierdo. A maniac who's ready to pounce on a lonesome girl sitting all alone at a corner trying to study. Because of him and the information that he tried to get out of me, i became overwhelmed, scared, and yes, told him almost all the info he needed to hear. What the hell was i thinking? Ughh. Anyway, i was so distracted and couldnt continue studying afterward. And so, no studying for the rest of the day. How dumb. Okay, maybe i could have.. but ahh.. well... probably tmr..
..hopefully.
Monday, July 23, 2007
Monday
July 23rd, at 12:34am
just sth i read and pondered: " would you continue to stay together with someone whom you know you wouldn't marry or be able to live with?"
and i think my ans will be a no.
how about you?
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Saturday
July 21st, at 12:51am
today feels like shit.
and im so tired.
Monday, July 16, 2007
Monday
July 16th, at 3:51pm
i'd like to think that time can always be stopped... and turned back.
but sad to say, it cant and never will.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Thursday
July 12th, at 11:58pm
Story of the year is now my new craze.
AND THE LEAD SINGER DAN MARSALA IS GOD GIVEN.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Saturday
June 30th, at 12:48am
john vesely from secondhand serenade(seren a dy)
he's my accoustic hottie of the month.
secondhand serenade - Maybe
Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
To all WWE fans out there.. Chris Benoit died!! omg omg omg. apparently he committed suicide. but the main focus is not about him committing suicide, but he murdered his wife and son as well before ending his life. wife was strangled, and son was smothered to death. oh gawddd.. sick sick man. he needed help.. but i guess its too late for any help now.
ughh. wrestlers have such tragic deaths.
Owen James Hart aka Owen Hart - May 23, 1999, fell to his death during a stunt while wrestling. He was 34 years old.
Big Bossman - On September 22, 2004, at the age of 42, Ray Traylor (known to wrestling fans as Big Bossman in the WWF/WWE) was found dead at his home as a result of a massive heart attack
Chris Candido - On April 28, 2005, at the age of 33, Chris Candido (real name Chris Candito) passed away as a result of a blood clot in his system.
Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes aka Eddie Guerrero - November 13, 2005, died of heart failure due to excessive drug intake in the past. Age: 38 years old.
Christopher Michael Benoit aka Chris Benoit - June 25, 2007. Committed suicide by hanging. Murdered his wife and 7 yr-old son days before. Was good friends with Eddie Guerrero. Died at age 40.
These are some of those wrestlers whom i grew up watching and loving. And all of a sudden, *poof*, out comes some death reports which never fails to shock me. The thing that these 'once-great-wrestlers' have in common is that they all die young. And mostly unnatural deaths. How much more depressing and disturbing can this get. Wrestling is an entertainment, yet, comes with huge price to pay. sigh. i want my chris benoit back...
[more reported deaths of wrestlers:
http://www.wrestleview.com/info/faq/deaths.shtml]
tragic.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Sunday
June 24th, at 2:14am
this is so random but i think i need a makeover.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Monday
June 18th, at 12:51pm
oh gawd. how long have i not updated this blog. it has almost turned rusty with cobweds. yeah maybe not. but ah well..
just came back from a week of tennis camp in school
9am-9pm
i am officially black i say
trying to keep out from the sun but apparently it never seems to work
i need to start my intensive whitening regime again
and the boy's in bangkok with some of the other tennis people
damn it... i wanna go too but its the case of the parents AGAINNN
im always the one that gets left behind cause of some family rule
and it sucks big time
i'll never get to experience the world outside if they continue to chain me up
when will they ever loosen up?
anyway, its darn boring staying at home
im hungry but lazy to go get my food
maybe i should call MacDelivery
i like their seaweed shaker fries
all these are just some random shitss
i need entertainment
hmm.. no. actually i just miss the girls
yeah i miss meeting up with you all...
i cant party with you guys but we can always catch up with the old times and the new, right?
things arent like secondary school days but i sure still cherish our friendships
so cliche but its absolutely true that makes it cliche.
anywayy, i cant wait for the boy to be back tmr..... with presents for me. HAHA. nah... thats not what im interested in.
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